Library of memories. Storage of stories.

Akhirnyaa bisa juga nulis post d kantor :D jangan mogok lg yaa,,
Here's so much life story I want to write down,

 ♪          Ku pastikan takkan ada yang mampu ♬
 ♫         Mencintaimu seperti diriku ♬
 ♩ ♬      Walau nafas harus terpisah dari ragaku ♪ 
 ♬ ♪     Ku tak akan berhenti, ♬
 ♬        ku tak akan menyerah tuk mencintaimu ♬

Baby I love you 
And I`ll never let you go  
But if I had to  
Boy I think that you should know
All the love we made
Can never be erased
And I promise you that 
You never be replaced


I love you 
Yes I do
 I`ll be with you 
As long as you want me to
Until the end
Of time

From the day I met you
 I knew we`d be together 
And now I know that
I wanna be with you forever 
I wanna marry you 
And I wanna have your kid 
Thinkin` never compare to the 
Feelin` of your kisses 
I can say I`m truly happy to this day 

You make me thank God  
That I live my life everyday 
There`s never been a doubt
In my mind 
That I regret
 Ever having you by my side 
But if the day comes
That I have to let you go 
I think there`s something 
I should probably let you know 
Boy everydayThat I spend with you 
And I will miss you cause 
I`m happy that I had you at all

I love you Boy
yes I doI`ll be with you 
As long as you want me to 
UntilThe endOf Time

Thursday.
Not a beautiful morning.
Not as beautiful as two days ago.
Don't know what to do.
All I want to do is just disappear.
Disappear from his life.
Disappear from his heart.
There's no reason to stay anymore.
There's so much reason to leave.
I'm tired.
So does he.
Tired to hold on this situation.
All I want to do is leave.
Leave all about us.

I'm sick.
So does he.

I'm hurt.
So does he.

Just one big thing I want to do.
LEAVE.

I'm tired of his manner.
So does he.

I don't know, what still makes us survive.

I don't wanna hold you.
I'll let you go.
Go to your happiness.
Wherever and whover is she.
I'll let you find her.

Find someone who understands you
Someone who loves you sincerely
Someone who faithfully accompany you
Someone who received either your bad
Someone that can make you feel happy just when you beside her or just thinking about her.

Go.
And find yours.

I'll be happy with my own way.
I'll be ok, even without you.

Sorry for all difficulties that have come to your life along you with me.

I'll go.



-written on "Someday in March"- 

Dear God,
Thx for bring him to my life.
Thx for give love between us.
Thx for let me feel the love again.
But please, don't let me feel the hurt anymore.
And I'm sure I won't.
I love him so much.
Even there is tears in our days, I know that's prove of our love, prove of my love.
Doaku :
Berikan aku kesabaran menemaninya.
Berikan dia kesabaran untuk menuntunku.
Berikan kami kesabaran untuk menjaga cinta kami.
Biarkan kesabaran itu habis bersamaan dengan habisnya umurku.
Thx for our beautiful days :')
Thx for let July 21st 2012 be our day.
Please keep him for me as You save me for him.
So much love for my ES :)



Love,
AR